bendann

2007-08-24T22:49:00.001+08:00

meeting at school at 12. as usual i took bus 291 to interchange, BUT the bus driver gone crazy. he drove to the wrong direction. when he is suppose to turn right, he turned left!!!! the everyone was like so shocked. this was the first time i see a bus driver drive wrong direction!! muhahax ^ ^

COM MATH PAPER!
time : 1630 to 1830
seat No : 175 ^ ^

what a difficult paper!!! i am not the only one saying this OK!!! i left quite alot of blank for the paper, i also dont know why i suddenly forget to do alot of question. i just hope that i can at least get a pass. please???????? X_X

檫生而过，也是一种很深的缘分....

2007-08-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

STRESSssssssss!!!!!!
tml is Com math paper!!
i can feel the stress now!!!
there is still got alot of thing that i dont understand!!
i just simply cant get them into my mind!!
maybe i should just pray hard to pass the paper!!
* god bless me *

时间是唯一能治疗的药物，但记忆是永远无法消除的痛。。

2007-08-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

HELP~~~~~~~
what a day i have today!!! i was damn nervous for the my first paper that i retake!! it was at Junyuan secondary school. this was my first time going to the school, i have never been to the school. AND i was almost lost in TAMPINES!! although i know what bus to take but i didnt know where to alight. luckily jared helped me to check out at the webbie, BUT the webbie cannot be trusted!!! * information from web might be wrong sometime?? * you know what?? i didnt know i can alight at the second bus stop. therefore the bus went around st80++ one round, then i finally reliase the stop i need to alight was just opp the second stop when the bus pass by in the first place.
if i alighted earlier, i am still able to use the side gate. but by the time i reached there, the side gate have closed. so i have to walk all the way to the front gate! if i didnt change the date of exam, i would be the third one!! now i was the second last for it!! wait until i wanna sleep!!!! somemore the teacher still ask me stupid question!!! it is damn damn difficult. i think i will fail again. XD
after that, meet kenneth and shamin for the movie "License to Wed". that was a lame movie! hahax. after that we sneak into another cinema to watch "Hairspray". i was really damn lucky!! because i also wanted to watch this movie. but we missed the front part.

i am planning to watch ...
1. Ratatouille
2. Blood Brothers
3. 1408
4. No Reservations

1 more day to Com.Math paper!!! * wish me good luck * ^ ^

我闭上眼睛，是为了看清你.......

2007-08-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

SCARY!!!!!
this morning i was sitting at my living room watching televison. then i heard some noise outside my window. when i looked out, i saw two people standing outside my window!! * XIA SI WO!!! * i thought what happen sia. they should be people repainting the wall or etc. then went down to mart de mac. because seeing someone outside the window, is still very werid. hahax!!
hmm. i am a good girl today. i did alittle revison of math when i am at mac. but i still got alot alot of question that dont know nor understand de. dont care dont care!! ^ ^

如果不是全部，就是零。
一个人，只有一颗心，也只能爱一个人

2007-08-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

BOO!!! XD
havent been blogging for about a week?? i have been too lazy to blog about recent life, slacking like dont know what. exams is around the concer but i dont have the mood to study. even i want to study also dont understand. anyway i am fated to fail some modules. since first day of school, i haven been studying. dont wanna give it a damn anyhow, at most retake the modules then grad later. if not what else can i do???

EXAMS
24 August --> ComMath
27 August --> OOP
29 August --> COS

如果爱上他是一个错误，我宁愿一直错下去。。。

2007-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

一个女孩用一辈子说的话`
有一个女孩子，小的时候腿不利索，常年只能坐在门口看别的孩子玩，很寂寞。　　　

有一年的夏天，邻居家的城里亲威来玩，带来了他们的小孩，一个比女孩大五岁的男孩。因为年龄都小的关系，男孩和附近的小孩很快打成了一片，跟他们一起上山下河，一样晒得很黑，笑得很开心，不同的是，他不会说粗话，而且，他注意到了一个不会走路的小姑娘。　　　

男孩第一个把捉到的蜻蜓放在女孩的手心，第一个把女孩背到了河边，第一个对着女孩讲起了故事，第一个告诉她她的腿是可以治好的。第一个，仔细想来，也是最后一个。　　　

女孩难得地有了笑容? 　　夏天要结束的时候，男孩一家人要离开了。女孩眼泪汪汪地来送，在他耳边小声地说：“我治好腿以后，嫁给你好吗？”男孩点点头。　　　

一转眼，二十年过去了。男孩由一个天真的孩子长成了成熟的男人。他开一间咖啡店，有了一个未婚妻，生活很普通也很平静。有一天，他接到一个电话，一个女子细细的声音说她的腿好了，她来到了这个城市。一时间，他甚至想不起她是谁。他早已忘记了童年某个夏天的故事，忘记了那个脸色苍白的小女孩，更忘记了一个孩子善良的承诺。　　　　

可是，他还是收留了她，让她在店里帮忙。他发现，她几乎是终日沉默的。　　　　

可是他没有时间关心她，他的未婚妻怀上了不是他的孩子。他羞愤交加，扔掉了所有准备结婚用的东西，日日酗酒，变得狂暴易怒，连家人都疏远了他，生意更是无心打理，不久，他就大病一场。　　　　
这段时间里，她一直守在他身边，照顾他，容忍他酒醉时的打骂，更独立撑着那片摇摇欲坠的小店。她学到了很多东西，也累得骨瘦如柴，可眼里，总跳跃着两点神采。　　　　

半年之后，他终于康复了。面对她做的一切，只有感激。他把店送给她，她执意不要，他只好宣布她是一半的老板。在她的帮助下，他又慢慢振作了精神，他把她当做是至交的好友，掏心掏腹地对她倾诉，她依然是沉默地听着。　　　　

他不懂她在想什么，他只是需要一个耐心的听众而已。　　　　

这样又过了几年，他也交了几个女朋友，都不长。他找不到感觉了。她也是，一直独身。他发现她其实是很素雅的，风韵天成，不乏追求者。他笑她心高，她只是笑笑。　　　　

终有一天，他厌倦了自己平静的状态，决定出去走走。拿到护照之前，他把店里的一切正式交给了她。这一次，她没再反对，只是说，为他保管，等他回来。　　

在异乡飘泊的日子很苦，可是在这苦中，他却找到了开宽的眼界和胸怀。过去种种悲苦都云淡风清，他忽然发现，无论疾病或健康，贫穷或富裕，如意或不如意，真正陪在他身边的，只有她。他行踪无定，她的信却总是跟在身后，只字片言，轻轻淡淡，却一直觉着温暖。他想是时候回去了。　　　　回到家的时候他为她的良苦用心而感动。无论是家里还是店里，他的东西他的位置都一直好好保存着，仿佛随时等着他回来。他大声叫唤她的名字，却无人应答。　　　

店里换了新主管，他告诉他，她因积劳成疾去世已半年了。按她的吩咐，他一直叫专人注意他的行踪，把她留下的几百封信一一寄出，为他管理店里的事，为他收拾房子，等他回来。　　　

他把她的遗物交给他，一个蜻蜓的标本，还有一卷录音带，是她的临终遗言。　　　

带子里只有她回光返照时宛如少女般的轻语：　　“我……嫁给你……好吗？……” 　　　
抛去二十七年的岁月，他像孩子一样嚎啕大哭起来。　　　
没有人知道，有时候，一个女人要用她的一生来说这样一句简单的话......

2007-08-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

SECRET - 11.08.07
watched *secret by zhou jie lun!! that was really a great movie!!! 100% worth watching!! really must remember to bring tissuse for those who cry easily!!! i almost cried while watching the movie, it was really very touching. i really dont mind watching another time!!!! ^ ^
meet leeEng at cine, then went to the basement there eat the crepe ice cream, because i suddenly feel like eating ice cream!!! ^ ^ after that we went taka, so see what other food we can bring in to the cinema to eat. we were alittle late for the movie, when we reached the cinema, the movie have already started. but i believe we didnt miss much ba.
after movie, we walk around orchard as we dont know where to go. then we went far east to ate long john. after that, we walked around far east but alot of shop have already closed!! singapore really have no night life for shopping. so many shop closed so early!!!!!

Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight makes ones destiny
When the voyage comes to an end,
return lies hasty keys. . . .

宁原笑这流泪也不哭着说后悔. . . . .

2007-08-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! - 09.08.07!
went to watch rush hour 3! that was a funny moive, it is not a bad movie afterall. MUHAHA!!!! didnt manage to watch the firework, because i was at orchard there. i was only able to hear the sound but didnt see anything. we only can stay near hereen there looking at the huge televison there.
after alittle walking, we meet with other. then we went to a cafe there, eat ice cream. feeling so guilty!!!! eating ice cream at night!! COMFIRM FAT!!!!!!!!!!! then reached home quite late, so i was quite lazy to study! ^ ^

DATABASE COMMON TEST - 10.08.07
wooohooo!!! database are fated to fail!!! meet lee eng and jie ying at bukit batok mrt there to go school together. because i went to the west area in the morning to do something. 3 of us didnt study much for database, then were talking if we fail n etc.......
the paper were really super difficult, or is because i didnt study much!
anyway i didnt have enough sleep yesterday. then today when i wake up my left eye was damn painfully. swollen and red red!! then super obvious lor!!!! one eye big, one eye small * although my eye is already small enough * muhahahax!

I WANT TO WATCH SECRET!!!!!!!!!!
i comfirm will go and watch that movie. my friend just now suddenly keep telling me that i must go and watch!! he still remind me to bring tissue, crazy boy. * do i look like i will cry easy??? *

2007-08-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

07.08.07 - com skill common test!!!!!!

the paper was full of CRAPSssssssssss!!!!! asking all stupid and lame question, what i wrote for the answer was all stupid thing. hopfully i will get just a pass! * GBM *

after the common test, went bugis with sarah to shop!! we went to a some-sort resturant near bugis street there. the food there not too bad, maybe will go there eat again! ^ ^ anyway what did i bought??? i also dont know what i bought! i didnt buy too much but i think i spend quite alot.

after spending alot of money, then we decide to go home.

2007-08-02T00:41:00.000+08:00

LYRIC TIME!!

我在向前走
却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦
也没关系用祝福和感激
勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥
有两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你
再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣让
自己深爱你
再学会放弃我
不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你
苦也没关系用祝福和感激
勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

2007-08-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

actually planned to go back school to study java. but didnt manage to study! * dont talk about it * then left school with sarah and lee ying. we went amk hub's NTUC to buy some baking stuff first. then we went sarah house to bake our brownie!! wOohOo!!
eRmmmmm.. how was the brownie we made??
FIRST TRY - sarah added too much water inside, then the brownie taste like chocolate cake. dont taste like brownie at all. then very soft la, somemore it is alittle burn.
SECOND TRY - this time we didnt add too much water! we add the amount of water written there. but hor, the brownie also kana burn at the top ar.
it was like quite a failure la. the " brownie " didnt turn out to have the brownie taste! it tasted more like those chinese gui! hahax.
tml going back to school again! next week having 2 common test!! god bless us!!

2007-07-30T17:50:00.000+08:00

sleep early yesterday. * orh orh *

went school at 10 for math. so boring!! teacher going through the common test paper, but the answer with the step was already behind the paper.

so 3 of us run out of the school during the lecture! * muhaha * watched the movie " SIMPSONS ". but i think 3 of us like so tired!! feel like sleeping!!

then went back to school for DMD quiz, it is only about 40min?? after the quiz we can go home le. so my school ended at 2.40! * so xin fu * HOME SWEET HOME!!

somemore we dont have to go school for tml and wed.

2007-07-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

went to watch alone!!
WOoHOoo!! i still think that " shutter " more scary! somemore the story so old-school!!! a already know what was the ending half way through the movie. * so lame * i thought something surprising will happen at the end of the movie. TOO BAD!!
i am SO tired!! going to die soon!!

2007-07-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

didnt manage to go watch ndp!!! =X
dying of bored!!! ^ ^

2007-07-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

HEY GORGEOUS !!
wOoHOo! today ben they all came my school to film the show " hey gorgeous". OMG! they talk to us!! asking if we know where is the guy he is finding. XD we also took a picture with ben!
we skipped math lesson to see they film the show, but they delay delay delay then started at almost 3!! we wanted to stay there and watch the whole filming programme but we have java lesson at 3! somemore we cannot skip java because we havinh CMS quiz.
I FAILED MY QUIZ!!!! first try is 40%, then second try is 45%! not bas ar. at least i made an improvement by 5%! * clap clap *
then went causeway point there eat dinner.
THE END!

i looked so ugly in this pic!!!!!!!! urg!!!

2007-07-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!
i manage to pass my DMD common test! damn damn damn surprise!!! when the teacher show us the result, i really couldnt believe it. i thought i see the wrong admin number! * so happi * i alway thought i will fail the common test, because i really dont know how to do. then i left alot of blank. but i GOT B!! OMG!!!

2007-07-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

SO COLD!
i feeling so relaxing for this few days. only went back for a few hours lesson, example yesterday i only have 2 hours lesson, from 1pm to 3pm because some of the lesson was cancel. then today was 11am to 3pm with 1 hour break.
BUT TML WILL BE A SUPER LONG DAY FOR ME! my lesson starting at 9am till 6pm, that will be a damn tiring day for me!! i stil havent copy finish my OOPP project. i realy super jialet. i am only in my FIRST YEAR FIRST SEMT, i already start copying homework and project. hahax. somemore the database project was pair work, then i also didnt do much. how am i going to survie for the next 2 1/2years? GOD BLESS ME!!!

2007-07-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

i only went school for 2 hours lesson. MUHAHA! because i dont have any more english lesson le, somemore my card was with kenneth. so i ask he to help me take attendance for math and database lecture.
on my way to school, i saw this accident! the 72 bus crushed with a car. i was damn shocked! i actually planned to leave my house earlier. if i really have gone out earlier, i think i today dont have to go school le. that was a serious accident, when my bus pass by there. i still can see the bus glass shattered all over then the car was destroyed. should i say i am quite lucky??? ^ ^

ANYWAY EXAM COMING SOON!
i still havent finish my OOPP n Database Project! have to hand in by today! OMG!!!! GOD BLESS ME! i think must chiong liao. somemore i think this week stilkl haven java test. * HELP! *

8 Aug -> Com.Skill Test
10 Aug -> DataBase Test
24 Aug -> Com.Math
27 Aug -> OOP
29 Aug -> COS

2007-07-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

crazy people have cray phone!
OMG. i think i dropped my phone too much recently. now become crazy le!!! * qi si wo * now i dont have phone to use le. passing my phone to my mummy to let her handle it. hahax. she going to help me go to the shop and repair. so i wont be able to make call or sms for a few day! OMG! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO.!!!!

1.期待永远不会发生的事情，很累
2.不想一直对着天空伸着手，期待谁来牵着我往前走，那只会原地等待，就不握紧拳头，就没有力气往前冲
3.一心一意往前跑时，就会忘了哪里受了伤
4.笑下吧，笑了便会忘记刚才为什么哭
5.不报希望，就不会失望

因为我不想做梦，美丽的梦想，跟我完全不搭轧。我以前也很讨厌听我这样讲话，但是我已经习惯了。这是我的生存之道，我最不需要的就是梦想，最没兴趣的就是恋爱，我不会让自己有希望落空的机会，因为没有期望，就不会失望。我一点都不消极啊，因为我没有那个权力. . .

2007-07-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to my cousin's grandma funeral, i seriously dont know what is happening to this year!!!!! for the past 17 years, i only went for furneral once. BUt just in the year of 2007, i went 3 times already!
anyway luckily my cousin seem to be quite okay la. she is still able to joke with me. somemore when we reached there, they all keep asking us to eat this eat that. eat until i feel like vomitting.
but saw some of my father side people, i dont really remember who they are or how they look like. i only manage to recongize some of them. i dont really like them, so i didnt go entertain them. so i went to sit at other table with my cousin.
somemore i just found out that my mummy, go ask my cousin if i got boyfriend all this. * so lame!! * people there funeral, she go ask thing about me! always dont believe what i say! * humph *

2007-07-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

TIME FOR CHINESE ARTICLE! ^ ^

遇到你真正爱的人时要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会，
因为当他离去时一切都来不及了。。。
遇到可相信的朋友时要好好和他相处下去，
因为在人的一生中可遇到知己真的不容易。。。
遇到人生的贵人时要记得好好感激，
因为他是你人生的转折点。。。
遇到曾经爱过的人时记得微笑向他感激，
因为他是让你更懂爱的人。。。
遇到曾经恨过的人要微笑向他打招呼，
因为他让你更坚强。。。
遇到曾经背叛你的人时要跟他好好聊一聊，
因为若不是他今天你不会懂这世界。。。
遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时要祝他幸福唷！
因为你喜欢他的时候不是希望他幸福快乐吗。。。
遇到匆匆离开你的人时要谢谢他走过你的人生，
因为他是你精彩的回忆的一部分。。。
遇到曾经和你有误会的人时要趁现在解清误会，
因为你只会有这一次机会解释清除。。。
遇到现在和你相伴一生的人要百分百感激他爱你，
因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。。。

2007-07-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

STRESS!!
today have database Quiz and DMD flash test! sarah. leeying, kenneth, shamin, luntat and me was late for database lesson for 20min! woHOo.. but we make it just nice for our quiz! ^ ^ that was a difficult quiz, almost everyone dont have enough time to do finish. because we have to finish 30Qn within 40min! as usual, we watched movie in library during our 2hr break.
as for DMD, we didnt dare to be late because of the flash test. we scare we wont have enough time to finish. somemore reaching there earlier, we can choose the computer and sit together. HAHAX. we damn lame, run here run there. hmm. how was DMD test...?? i didnt know how to do la. * skipped too much DMD lesson * althought it was a openbook test, but the book was useless la.
on my way back, i saw that crazy guy on bus 72 again!!!! at first, he sit beside me. then i quickly changed my seat. damn scary! * xia si wo * he always take bus 72 around this time de.

WooHoo....
just now watched the entertainment show on ch8 at 2030. they intro-ing ang ku kueh! so many different type and flavour. ^ ^ got one is with 10 different flavour de. i feel like eating! got green tea, durian, yam, peanut and many more! i got to find one day and go visit the stores. XD

2007-07-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

finally found the lyric for xiang ting de hua.

Girl//
慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂

Boy//
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

Girl//
想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

Boy//
想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化

Boy//
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

Girl//
想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

Boy//
想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化

2007-07-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

一个女生看了会哭，男生会沉默的故事~~!

有那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
　　他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.
　　男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.
　　就这样过了5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.
　　有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打扰他.
　　谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.
　　男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.
　　女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.
　　一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.
　　第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.救护车到的时候,人已经不行了.
　　女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
　　女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.车已经撞得完全不成样子.方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.
　　男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
　　当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
　　女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.
　　女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！
　　

爱上一个人的7个预兆
　　1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
　　2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
　　3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了
　　4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了
　　5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了
　　6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她了.............................
　　7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人

但感人的故事，往往只属于悲剧。。。人总要失去后，才懂得珍惜。。。

2007-07-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

0708 FIRST PRESENTATION!
this is the first pesentation in class since school started. some might have done some presenttion during their elective. SO it is different! WOoHOo.
every have to present their project ALONE! somemore i am the last second to present. like waiting for time to die. ^ ^ we either choose the topic on "promote yourself as a best friend" OR " who young person can improve on their self esteem ".
most of us choose the second one, AND most of us project infomation is taken from the same webite. therefore, MUHAHA * so pai sei.
i do my project last night, it was quite rush and i dont not have enough time to get ready. but i still manage to get a B! * didnt get C! i am so surprise *
Anyway this are some photo taken after the presentation.

ME! formal wear!

sarah + me

lee ying + me

eunice + me

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jie ying + me

nigel + me

mervyn + me

me + kenneth

keith + me

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. . . . . .

2007-07-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

wOoHOo!
skipped school again! tuesday blue~~ we went for the first lesson, the stupid DMD. all we have to do is to CHAT at msn and surf the net.
after that sarah, kenneth and me dragged lee ying to skip school with us. we went orchard to eat BUFFET! wOoHOo. ever since in poly, i have been enjoying my life with so many fod. no wonder i am getting fatter. hahax!
anyway i just finish my Cs project! my poster * that i suppose to hand in last week * and the presentation that i got to present MYSELF TML! * scary * tml will be my second time wearing formal shirt, all black! monday i wear black top + black pant and tml i wearing black top + black shirt. * i LOVE BLACK *

the neoprint taken today. together with sarah, lee ying, kenneth n me.
dont you find this too pinky?? BECAUSE it was designed by me! so bo bian ar. have o be pinky!

night is late, i think i going to sleep soon. good night. sweet dream.

2007-07-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

MY VOICE IS BACK!
you know what is the first thing i do when i wake up??? i try to say " hello ". when i heard my voice, i was so happy!! my voice is back!! OMG!! i missed my voice.!!

FIRST PRESENTATION IN POLY!
we didnt manage to meet out for our english project during our weekend. therefore, almost everytime was done very last minutes. so what will happen when work is done last minutes??? DISASTER!!!
somemore we were the first group to present! while we were still reading our speech note, suddenly our teacher said " which group is ready?? want to present first? ". nobody wanted to answer or step forward. then he said the first group will be " don, suet, shi hui. hui fen". in my heart, i was saying " SHIT LA! WHY US! "
4 of us stand at the front dont know what and where to start! ^ ^
we keep looking at the note and read! we also dont know how to show how our game is played!i only know that our presentation is the worst out of all the group!
some of them really put in alot of effort. there is one group that is super well-prehare! they get really of 5 thumbdrive to give away! WOohOo! but is only 128mb, better than nothing. they still got the " who wants to be a millionair" music.
after that was math lesson, same thing always happen! sarah, leeying and me went off during the lesson. we went to the library and wanting to do our project!
but i didnt manage to do anything. because no mood ar. so tired!!
actually planned to skip dmd, but we didnt skip in the end. because we were still in the school until the lesson start ma. so might as well go to the lesson.

2007-07-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

i completely lost my voice. I DONT EVEN HAVE THE VOICE TO TALK + BLOCK NOSE! went to tmall in the morning to look for some formal wear. actually i wanted to buy the long-sleves from G2000. but tmall's branch TOO LOUSY, dont even have much! i walked around tmall n cs for nearly 3 to 4 hours, just to look for the formal wear.
finally i decided to buy a pant at G2000 and a black top from one of the shop because i really cannot stand it. i am really too sick to continue walk. luckily G2000 is having sale now, got 30% off for my pant. i actually wanted to take a cab home, but i found out that i dont even have the voice to talk, so i have to guai guai to inter take a bus home. =X

2007-07-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

meeting at 10am at city hall to queue for donuts! there were already about 7 people in front of us. after waiting for about 1hours, sarah and me was already very bored. so we went shopping! went to G2000 to try on the formal wear clothing. try until half way then kenneth called us to go back, he say the donut shop open le. * the donut shop opened earlier on that day *
i was actually quite piss off that day. DUE TO SOME STUPID IDIOT!
sarah went home to put her donut first. so we went to walk walk at suntec and marine square. we ate quite alot of thing! SO FULL!!!! somemore we are still going to marine south to eat our steamboat! eat n eat n eat. . then saw our firework! Boo! Boo! Boo! but not really very nice worx. i think the firework got alittle shi bai because keep stopping for a while.
that sarah suggested to go buy drinks. underage still wanna drink * bu guai *!!! then i have to help them buy because i 18 le!!! YEAH!!!
after awhile i wanna go home le. COZ i really dont feel too well, somemore my voice also changed. =(

2007-07-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

i found a webbie talking about some meaningful stuff. so i decided to post it to my blog.

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，
每個人的人生都要找到四個人

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你。
當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？
愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，
如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？

i found this article quite real, because the one we love most may not be the one who loved u most. the one who u loved most may not love u as much as you do. . .

2007-07-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

i am now in school! having my database lesson! so boring!! dont know what is the teacher teaching!! i think i am sick again!! dont feel well recently!! * sad * keep coughing then yesterday also got slight fever.
anyway i going to watch my MR harry potter TODAY! thanks to my bro! i got 2 free tickets! YEAH! but i heard from my fren that this movie quite meaningless. but as long as got my MR potter inside can liao. hahax. ^ ^

2007-07-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

07.07.07
wOoo.. such a nice day!
planning to go changi village to eat with boon, doggy, wai. so we met at tmall at about 3. then thinking where we should go first since we dont want to reach changi village so early. so we took a bus to paris ris for a walk first. went to white sand, eat the zi cai until everyone was full.
took a cab down to changi village because we dont know got what other bus we can take from paris ris to there. then that doggy intro us a 20cent arcade, * so old school * we hardly will get to see 20cent arcade nowadays. but the game there was those old old de. most of us played mahjong all this, this jared super lucky!! win 15time free play of mahjong!!
at about 6 or 7 ++, we went to eat our dinner! we order alot of stuff to eat. everyone eat until super full. hahax. then we have nth to do, so we went back tampines and slack at one of the void deck.
ANYWAY i want to eat awfully chocolate cake!!!!!!!! i alway wanted to try the ice cream and cake there. but i dont know how to go there. =( i got to find a chance to go buy my chocolate cake eat!!! U WAIT!!!

2007-07-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

BAD DAY!
completely lost my mood to study!
i make my way to YCK mrt to wait for sarah, to go school together. we change our mind upon meeting!we decide to skip school, really dont have the mood to study. feeling so sux! so ended up, me, sarah, lee eng ( kana influence )
and kenneth ( sick + tired ) didnt go school.
both of us went AMK hub, planning to watch movie. but " die hard 4.0 " was not out yet. but we already called kenneth to wake up n come find us. * so sorry * without any nice movie which lead us to cancel the plan to watch movie. went to eat sushi * did something super bad *. . . shhh. . i wont be saying it here. hahax.
after that went shop shop awhile. trying to look for some present. but went home with empty hand!
I REALLY LOST MY MOOD! haix.....

2007-07-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

first day of school after holiday!!
wanted to skip today lesson but didnt! because i remember that my english have some thing important. * but it is actually nothing much * the teacher allow us to go at around 915. then we were sitting at the canteen chatting until the next lesson start.
waited for sarah they all to come in the lectuer room. lee eng was late for her first lesson, then sarah dont have to come for her first lesson. * so good *
after the math lesson, sarah, lee eng, kenneth, me * and i think nigel n keith....* we all tap our card for attention for database lesson.. then left the school to go home, all of us were stil in holiday mood. somemore also very tired.
i going to start to work hard from tml!! last day to slack!! project n exam~~ PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME!

2007-06-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST SUX!
i guess i will be doing badly for my common test. firstly, i wasnt in the mood to study, so i did not put in more effort to get ready for the paper. secondly, the paper was quite hard. i dont realy know to answer the question.
during the DMD paper on wed, i give up the paper within 30min. i looked around and hen left the room with sarah n kenneth. they give question that we never do before, lke " write the design docoment about...... " we never seen this type of question before, therefore here come HUIFEN ANS! HUIFEN ans = anyhow ans!! just write rubbish * at least dont leava any blank * MUHAHAX
math paper was in the morning 830!! woHooo. give lee eng, sarah, kenneth morning call. that kenneth still ask me why i called he for, he forget about the math test. com math is sOooooo difficult!!
this is the first time that we ended our school so early since we are at poly!! u know!! school ended at 10!!! SO HAPPY!! were to eat our mac breakfast!! * HOTCAKE RULES * then mr kenneth teacher teach lee eng they all database. they are having retest on fri.
after school, we went to tmall to watch Transformers!! damn nice!! everything was okay expect that there were a irrating guy sitting behind us keep shaking his leg. saying good bye to my holiday! starting school already!!

2007-06-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

common test week!!
holiday ending soon!! this week is the common test week, but i only need to go back school when i have test. the first paper will be DMD on wed, then follow by MATH on thur. really must gambatta!!

2007-06-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

THE END OF MY BIRTHDAY!
thanks to those people who remember my birthday~~

- beth
- angel
- boon
- waikiang
- weikang
- jared
- weng
- kenneth
- sarah
- Weiliong
- ming
- guo hao
- swee xiang
- shu fen
- wen tian
- justin
- suet
- weng fei
- dequan marshel
- francesca
- haizq
- jason gay
- yiwen
- gina
- juliana
- yinqian
- yu shan
- Halifah
- serene
- oriana
- justin ong
- kaihui

some wished me through sms, some by friendster. .
no matter what thanks alot!~ * even to those i also dont know de. =X *
if i missed saying anyone then i am sorry.
will be updating picture soon. . =)

2007-06-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

Celebration at marine south!
Boon and waikiang came and find me at bugis first, I was waiting for them at there, I was at kino reading book, then suddenly someone taking a flower standing behind me. * Xia si wo * when I turn back, I saw waikiang taking the flower with boon beside he. Hahax. Went to orchard. We go taka first, I missed that place. Haven’t been there for a long time. When We stand outside taka square there eating, there were this little boy vomited. 3 of us were standing there, looking at who will step on the disgusting vomiting stuff. We kept laughing non-stop.* 3 of us were evil. MUHAHAHA! *
At about 6.30, we went marine south to meet beth they all. Got beth, angel, weikang, weng. But 3 of us, don’t really feel like eating because we were quite full already. So we didn’t ate much there. After that beth they all bought a chocolate cake, with our face printed on top of the cake. * kawaii * they get some picture from the friendster account. Anyway I cant run away from being smash by cake! My face was full with cake !! * wasting cake * that was a nice cake okay!! They bluff me to help them, to deal with weng. In the end all smash on me!! Some more I wearing WHITE!!!!! Never wear white on your birthday!
After eating and clearing up the mess, we went to arcade and play pool. boon was the first to wish me at 12am, follow by weikang and the rest. Hahax. Took a cab back at about 1 – 2+ ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2007-06-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

my birthday is coming in less than 23hours time. it is going to be 18th birthday but. . . .there is still certian thing that i cant avoid, that is to see my doctor!!! i am very sure that i will get scolding from my doctor again~ =X
anyway tml also going to marine south there to eat steamboat, same as last year but with some different people. hoping that this time we dont go the beach and get lost again. i think i will never forget last year birthday~

there is already some people that wished me birthday already.
- nyp 0708 classmates ( celebration before school holiday start )
- long zhen ( mistaken that my birthday is 23june )
- da ge ( mistaken that my birthday is 23june )
- wk ( that stupid wished me birthday eve )

2007-06-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

BOO!
i went bugis again BUT didnt manage to buy much thing~ i was also looking for my lappy cover, still couldnt find it! actually i was planning to buy my lappy cover today but i also forget how big was my lappy le~~ * blur *

2007-06-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

i finally got my lappy~~~ WOohOo!!
i was waiting for my lappy for the whole day. they called me yesterday, saying that my lappy will be delivery today!! but school lappy are so troublesome, have to find the webbie and find the product key * so ma fan!! somemore wasted alot of time on it * luckily kenneth helped me if not i really will gone mad!!
now i finally got my lappy to set up the basic stuff and going to my sweet dream soon. tml going to update somemore stuff into my lappy~~~ * jia you * for me this computer idiot.

2007-06-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

i went back school today to do english project. how was it done? only one word to discuss about it, * DISASTER! * it was totally a mess!! i dont know what we should do for it, because we only have the rough idea.
the project is about creating a game with question that we learned in the pervious chapter. we already have all the question needed and all we have to do is to create the game to play.
from 11 to 12+, suet, don and me were at the mac waiting for shihui. we dont know what we should really do. so we decide to wait for shihui to come, then go bookshop together. so when shihui came, we went to the bookstore and buy what we need. then go blk p, find a classroom and start doing it. we were trying to do the project from 1 to 4++, but what we did was a mess. we draw maze and alot of boxes~~~ so our conculsion is to. . . . continue doing after common test~~ =X

ANYWAY GETTING MY LAPPY TML~~~ didnt expect my lappy to come so fast~ going to find my laptop cover within these few days~~ wHooo~~

2007-06-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

最进在台湾有一个歌唱比塞。
楊宗緯, 林宥嘉, 許仁杰和蕭敬騰都在比赛中表现的很好。
听到两人的歌声都会想哭。
现再只剩下6强，don’t know who will win in the end..
they are really much better than singapore superstar!!

楊宗緯 - 背叛

楊宗緯 -雨天

蕭敬騰 - 背叛

蕭敬騰-世界唯一的你

good voice with stupid hair style. . -_-“

許仁杰 - 專屬天使

I am waiting for them to release their album~~
anyway. . . yang zhong wei have already given up in the competition and might has court case now. Because. . . he never tell them his actual age when he register for the competition. He wrote there 23years old instead of 29. -_-” * saddist *

2007-06-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday we go queue for donut again! this time is worst than the pervious one! * longer queue * kenneth went there to queue first, i went to find he after i finish doingmy stuff. u know what?? we finish buying our donut at about 8, which mean thay kenneth waited for 7hours++!! then i waited for about 3hours++. then this kenneth bought 36 dountSssss!!
recently i will get moody very easily, can suddenly feel very upset for some small matter. suddenly will start cry. . . and keep crying non stop. * i also dont know why * i dont know what is happening to me. . .

2007-06-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

ELMO CHICKEN DANCE~~

Hokey Pokey Elmo

LAUGHING ELMO!

elmo are so cute~~~ i love the laughing elmo!! so clever!! still know how to stand up after laughing. Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha You did it again~~ Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Give elmo a break please~~~

2007-06-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

have a very tiring day, somemore i still got alittle not well. still keep coughing and having flu. after having dinner at 201, boon went to meet his classmate. then me n wk went mall for a walk while waiting for jared cause we wanted to go ikea. this doggy really take a super long time to reach inter. he really super slow, we waited about 2 hrs++!! he reached there at around 9+ then ikea closing at 10pm, somemore he is not buying his table anymore. so we just take the shutter bus to giant there to walk walk. * also nth to see * only 1 word to discuss, that is BORING! then went mac for awhile n slack slack. SOON go home * this is the best * home sweet home~~~ * _ *
Anyway 9 more days to my birthday. actually i dont really feel like celebrating, dont really have the mood. i almost forget my birthday coming soon, until my friend reminded me. birthday wishes?? all is just coaxing kids, wishes will hardly come true no matter what. WHO DARE TO TELL ME ALL WISHES DO COME TRUE?? my wish will never come true. wishes, promise and dream are all fake? wishes is meant to be bluffing small kid, promise is meant to be broken and dream are meant to be think ONLY. time really passes very fast, and it have been. . . . HAHAX!
* this is never what i wanted but it just happen to happened on me. why? i also dont know, muz ask the god who created us? * HAHAX! whenever i look back at the past, i will feel so stupid. every year i wished for the same wishes but it have never come true. make me sound stupid right hahax.
do you ever know sometime i really hope that you were still beside me when i am feeling sad. . . but u will never be there anymore. i will be clearly forgotten by you soon, am i right to say this? i should be happy YOU KNOW, but i also dont know why i dont. hahax.
我失去了爱我的他。。。。 but it will be okay. . i believe~~

2007-06-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

BAD GIRL!
i am really a bad girl. actually i have to go a place today, but i didnt go. hahax. BAD BAD right?? * cough cOugh * i am still quite sick, keep coughing. * help help * but i suddenly feel like eating donunt, anyone going to Q for the donut factory's donut?? i want to eat!!! =(
anyway later meeting boon n wk to go 201 eat dinner. WOoHOo.

TRIP TO THE ZOO PART 2

2007-06-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

my fren just gib me a link about Horoscope stuff.

it said " You can look forward to a relaxing end to the week, thanks to Mercury! This will be especially welcome after the last few rocky days and a gentle boost to your finances should cheer you up even more. Get yourself to the mall for a new outfit in anticipation of a rather enjoyable weekend! "

Lucky Numbers:
6, 8, 11, 16, 37, 42

Love:
* * * * < 4/5 star >

Money:
* * * * < 4/5 star >

Mood:
* * * * < 4/5 star >

Style:
* * * * < 4/5 star >

under more stuff.....
- understanding
Symbol: The Crab
Ruling Planet: Moon
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Cardinal
Group: Emotional
House Ruled: Fourth
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Capricorn
Favorable Colors: White, Silver Lucky
Gem: Pearls, Moonstones
Key Body Part: Stomach / Breasts
Period: June 22 - July 22

Basic Profile:
Intuitive, sensitive, responsive, aware, family/home oriented, shy, understanding, feeling, imaginative, dependable, conservative, loving, but can be moody, touchy, prickly, hostile
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Famous Cancers:
Robin Williams, Princess Diana, John Glen, Courtney Love, Rembrandt van Rijn, Twyla Tharp, The Dalai Lama, Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Tom Cruise, Harrison Ford, Henry David Thoreau, Meryl Streep, Kevin Bacon, Sylvester Stallone, Bill Cosby, OJ Simpson, Henry VIII, Louis Armstrong, Ernest Hemingway, Tom Hanks, Julius Caesar

Cancer:
This zodiac character is based on the signs found in the temple roof at Dendera. It is believed that the twelve zodiac signs were introduced to the Egyptian culture from the Greeks, possibly during the Ptolemaic period.

CANCER BABY:
If you like peace and quiet then you should try really hard to make sure your baby is a Cancer baby. Cancerian infants like nothing more than to sit, or rock or even gurgle quietly while they contemplate the world around them.

From time to time they may want to get a little more active and they will love anything electronic. Cancer people are the world’s natural computer programmers and technical whizzes so there’s reason why you shouldn’t start them off early. These children are also emotionally very communicative and will be happy to tell you how much they love you.

When they begin school they will immediately be known as the child that is a good listener and a genuine friend.

i am just being lame~~~~~ =X

2007-06-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

>went out with my cousin, both of us really have nothing to do. anyway that girl suggested to eat seoul garden, so we went there eat. * everytime the same * so what we do there is eat Eat EAt EAT.
after that recieve the stupid message about the notebook stuff. then i have to run all the way back to my school to take the letter. * idiot!! humph * wasted so much time on travelling just because of the letter.
went home quite early because both of us was quite tired. hehex! anyway i finish watching Spider Lilies, R21 movie. * @_@ dont think too much k!! * not porn!! dont realy have those R rated stuff, so i also dont know why it was rated R21. it is about the 2 girl in love. . . . . . . conculsion is a lesbian show.

UPDATING TRIP TO THE ZOO

False Gavial. saw it? at the concer there.

i forget what is the name of the name. i think is otter? look cute right?

Camel!

Penguin!!

The end of part 1. . sleeping soon. . .

2007-06-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

anyway yesterday kenneth, sarah and me went zoo and night safari. i will upload the photo and story soon!! =)

2007-06-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

今天突然想用华文来blog，哈哈。整天都在家里，不是吃就是睡快要闷死我了。 * 救命 * 上个星期我看完偶像剧《转角遇到爱》，好好看哦！故事很感人，看到一半就会想哭

爱是一种责任，需要两颗心共同承担；爱是一种默契，需要两个人相对交流；爱是一种付出，需要有接收的对方；爱是一种幸运，需要有时间去感受那份喜怒哀乐……
人生最过瘾的因为他有很多转角，有的转角很惊险，有的转角又充满惊喜，是惊喜、还是惊险？不走过去当然不会知道下一个转角你会遇到什么。转交充满了故事，不管是在人生旅途上，还是拥挤的街头，也许是你的，也许是我的，因此我喜欢转角。
我不喜欢转角.如果选择了走这条路,是因为这条路的风景是我喜欢的.有时转了一个弯,让我看到不想看到的事物,或是出现一个糟糕的意外……

无聊的爱情：爱情不过是大脑分泌的一种腺体，分泌结束，爱情也结束了。
真爱：真爱其实很平凡，穿平凡的衣服、住平凡的房子、平凡的吵吵闹闹过日子，然后，你还是觉得很幸福，那才是真爱！
谎言：说了一个谎,你就必须要说另外一个谎来圆第一个谎. 这个道理没人告诉你吗？
人生：就算跌倒.也要豪迈的笑！
朋友：如果是朋友不管你走到哪，都会记住他的脸！
信任：如果爱情失去信任就不值得我们讨论了~
梦想：因为说出来就会被嘲笑的梦想，才有实现的价值！

秦朗的告白心蕾的拒絕. . . .

不要没有自信，喜欢一个人，就千万不要没有自信. . .
没有自信的人永远都回没有自信. . .

你曾经真的有来过我的世界吗？
如果有，我为什么会让你离开我身边；
如果没有，为什么我的心会这么痛？
你离开以后，你的味道会慢慢散去，你的样子会渐渐模糊……
我只希望，你能留下一样东西，让我证明你有来过……

秦朗不見了就只有心蕾找得到他. . . .

喜欢上一个女孩,我会记得不会送她球鞋,13朵玫瑰花,更不会送她神灯. . .

秦朗和心蕾要分手了．．．．

这个时候我突然觉得时间过得好快，如果给我多一点时间，或许我还有机会告诉他，我从来都不想和他分手，如果可以，我想永远跟他在一起. . .

2007-06-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! WOhOooooO!!! i am having term break next week!! i dont know if i should be happy or sad, because i was dumped with alot of homework and project. this make me feel like i am not having break!!!!
anyway didnt get to see men in white on wed, due to the selling fast ticket! so we couldnt get ours!! maybe have to wait until next week, hopefully?? the year of 2007 is really a great year, so many movie for me to watch!
i have my first celebration and present for my birthday, the cake is wasted again. i actually wanted to eat the cake!! * humph * keith kana most, i was quite lucky that i didnt kana until so jialet! what is my first birthday present?? A PIG! A SUPER HUGE PIG! i think my house really can open a pig farm!!
never forget about the java test! i think i will fail but not very badly. MUHAHAX! for the first Qn, i forget how to complie the file, so i asked the one next to me. i forget his name, i think is fu lin. luckily he helped me if not i think i will fail super badly! for the 2nd Qn, it was like SHIT! i gave up after doing awhile.i was waiting for sarah they all to finish the work. i anyhow write the answer, i didnt even try out! all i know is error, Error, ERRor, ERROR!!!!
after school we went to ps to watch Legend of the Sea.* OMG! * THAT IS REALLY A SUPER LAME MOVIE!! dont know they sings like talking or they talk like singing.

CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY TO COME!! GOING TO ZOO!!!! WOooHooo...!! AND I WILL BE SLAPPING MR KENNETH HO ON MONDAY AGAIN!! INSANE VS CRAZY!!! * the war have started =X after that i will be chopping into pieces, to cook NASI BABI!

MOVIE TO BE WATCH SOON
1. Men in White ( Now Showing )
2. Ocean's Thirteen ( Now Showing )
3. Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer( SNEAK PREVIEWS )
4. Surf's Up ( 20 June 2007 )
5. Transformers ( 28 June 2007 )
6. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix ( 12 July 2007 )
7. Alone ( 26 July 2007 )

wanted to watch Spider Lilies but it was graded as R21! =( still have a long long way before i can watch R21 movie!~~~~

2007-06-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

WOhoOOoooo SURPRISE!!!
i am so surprise that i passed my database test! i really thought i will fail, i still remember i sms-ed boon that i dont think i will pass n etc. then today the teacher send us a email of the list of people that have to retake the paper. TO MY SURPRISE, my name did not appear in the list! * CONGRATULATION *

2007-06-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

THIS WEEK SUX
so many stuff to do! i have my english ICA 2 today, quite a stupid ICA to do. first we have spelling then we have a section that we have to think of another better word to replace the orignal one. all i can say is very lame!!!!!!!!!!

SPELLING WORD
1. receive
2. disillusioned
3. achieve
4. advise
5. waive
6. illicit
7. questionnaire
8. unnerved
9. committee
10. I CANT REMEMBER LE!!!

hahax! all these word are like........ then i got 10/10 ( i think most of the people got either 10/10 or 9/10 ). today is my com math teacher pms, she suddenly want got pissed off then say she want to leave the lecturer room. i already packed my stuff and was waiting for her to finish packing he stuff and leave BUT SHE Didnt. i wanted to leave earlier!!!
this friday will be java test. * SHIT!! GOD BLESS ME PLEASE * i dont know anything about java, i hate it.......... =((
ANYWAY holiday is next week, cant wait for holiday to come. MUHAHA!
* COUNTDOWN : 4 DAYS TO HOLIDAY! *

2007-06-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

wOoo..
went to the PC fair, i bought a new mp3 and speaker! MUHAHAHA! i am so happy because both is pink colour. =X i was almost going crazy for deciding what mp3 to buy, i was choosing either samsung k3 or sony E010. it is damn hard to decide which one to buy, BUT sony mp3 win!! because of the colour! =P then i was this speaker, also pink in colour, super cool! really damn nice! but super heavy * ke lian de fen fen * have to carry it around.
after the PC fair, we wanted to watch a movie. but all the cinema have very limited movie. we went marine square gv first then suntec, after that we went orchard cathy cine at last cathy the picture house. even going to so many cinema but we stil dont manage to watch any movie. =( so we ended up, watching Pirates of the Caribbean part 2. hahax.
after carrying that stupid speaker for the whole day, my hand is really super hand. =X

2007-06-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End!!!!!!!!
watched that movie yesterday!! super super nice worx!! i am going to look for other part of the story. yesterday was realy a happy day, having lots of fun! MR NGjk didnt pms today and he also let us go at 4++. muahaha. he would be super nice if he didnt pms. =X anyway i am so lucky ysterday, i wasnt pick by his programme!!! he have created his programme to random choose name to answer the question!
anyway i am going to IT fair with MR ISH later. i think i will get myself a new mp3 if possible. WOooO.. cant wait to go IT fair! sayonara~~~~

2007-05-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

Quote from the show * Mars vs Venus *:
:: Men will talk whatever they need to talk in the office and call off the day whereas Women will talk and talk and talk... Once they hit the day quota of average 5000 words, they will automatically shut up

:: A women tears is the lethal weapon(?)

:: Love is like a cocktail, you develop a resistance and stop getting a high after two years

:: Clever men know how to apologise

:: Women's eyes can rotate 180 degrees, men only has 30 degrees viewsight.

:: Before marriage, everything is perfect
After marriage, quarrel everyday

:: Before marriage, love u to death
After marriage, u drive me to my deathbed...

:: Men are creatures with sex craze

:: Men can have sex even under the circumstances where there is no feeling of love

:: Man can't get hints. SO women... Speak ur mind!

that why women will never understand what a men is thinking AND men will nv understand what a women want!

LYRIC!
Would you be there?
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

2007-05-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY SUPER TIRED!!!!! i didnt slept well for last night, i woke up in the middle of the night and could not sleep back. i dare not open my eye because i have the werid feeling. * i scare if i open my eye i will see somthing * somemore i think my sister too stress or what, she can call my name while she was sleeping AND this was not the first time.!!! * scary * so i was lying on my bed for 1 to 2 hours with my eye close until i sleep back again.
we skipped NGjk lesson again! once again we tap our card and buy our lunch then we go to the classroom again! due to there is people having lesson in p611, o we went to p612! *find ghost find ghost* from the classroom we found our new classmate, david * some people can see he, some cannot *
after lesson sarah, kenneth and me went bishan GV to watch shrek 3. the movie was damn funny. then we went to the arcade and the same guy working there wanted to help us again but we didnt manage to win the winnie the pooh this time. i am quite upset as i didnt win the winnie the pooh this time! sad!!
Anyway tml is holiday!!! a day for me to rest and study! gambatta!!!! ^ ^

2007-05-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

SAD NEWS!
feeling damn moody now! got a bad news in the morning, one of my friend passed away yesterday * not the one i mention in pervious entries * . nobody really know what happened to he, he fell down from his house which is 18th storey high!! some of them say is accidently, as he has a cheerful character which make people think that it is impossible for he to suicide.this was my first time attending my fren *song ka*and seeing his mother crying non-stop, saddness was left behind when he is gone. i really felt very sad, his life just get started only and such thing happen to he. he have already completed his studies and starting to work soon. i really learn alot from this indcient, we must treat everyday as our last day. * do what we want to do *

2007-05-28T22:11:00.001+08:00

ANYWAY today is Mars vs Venus last ep!!! * HAPPY ENDING *

2007-05-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

WEEK 7!
today is the first day of week 7, meaning that about 2 month has passed since school reopen! i still have to bear with 2 more week for holiday to come!!!! * holiday holiday faster come come * but after holiday, week 11, we will start to have our common test, presentation and submitation of project work.
having monday blue today~~ somemore the first lesson is english with another PMS teacher. luckily i only get to see he 2hr a week, cannot stand to see he in class. he is the only teacher i saw wearing the nerdii spect and with his pant above his waist. today he suddenly shout at one of my fren while marking attendance. then at the end of the lesson, he said " sorry " again. this was the second time!!
GOOD NEWS FOR ME!
that pms teacher said if we can complete everything by week 13. then we do not have to come for lesson anymore. wu la la~~~ BUT there is still a bad news!! because i still have to see this teacher for semt mailto:#$@%@#%@#
after com math was database, we were really too tired so we skipped that lectuer, then went to other classroom to slack. actually we have already tapped our card for the attendance, but my other classmate told us that the lectuer wanted to take another attendance due to too little people there. but we didnt went back, we still stay in the classroom until 1++. just now for the dmd!! muhahahaX!!

2007-05-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!
i totally forget about my english project that i am supose to do!!!!!! the teacher wanted each group to submit a shot proposal of what we are going to do for the project next monday! we have been discussing how and what we are going to do at msn since this morning. * headache *
the project is to create a game that contain at least 15 Questions. somemore we still have to package it attractively when we submit the whole project. -_-"

2007-05-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

生命是微弱的!!!
i recieved a msg from a friend yesterday. after seeing the msg i was really shock, i didnt know that he was really so serious. i thought the medical in singapore was very advance and he will be easily cure. But now his condition becoming worst and might have danger. i really scare that he will leave the world one day and i wont get to know. =(
what you will do if u know that ur live is going to end?? treat everyday as your last day, so you wont have any regret.

ANYWAY life still must go on, SO i still have to go school. =X boring day? but today the NGJK ( PMS teacher) let us go 1hr+ earlier. he is realli a oop teacher!! he created a programme that choose our name randomly to answer his question on the board.! then i * sway sway * tio 2 times. but i didnt went out to the board to answer the question for the 2nd time, because i didn know the answer! then we helped eunice they all make up for the stage art party. SHE REALLI LOOK LIKE L * from death note * with the eyeliner n clothing!!
after that went bishan again for dinner, then won a teddy bear from arcade. * THANKS TO THE WORKER THERE * they helped us alot. they open the door then move the teddy bear nearer to the hole. sarah n me managed to won 1 each. MUHAHAH! new little teddy bear named little hf. =X
anyway tml is saturday!! either going out or stay at home to study & sleep. got to have a nice rest before next week come. dont wan to be like this week, feeling so tired everyday.

MOVIE THAT I WANTED TO WATCH
1. Pirates Of The Caribbean: At Worlds End
2. Shrek 3 ( preview )
3. Men in White ( coming soon)

i wanted to watch this 3 movie!!! * humph *

2007-05-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

MUHAHAHA!!
i recieved a warning letter from my school, about the attendnce matter. * skipped too much lesson * =X the letter mention that if i attend less than 85% of all lesson in any module may disqualify a student from earning module credit and may be barred from appearing for semestral and supplementary examination for the module. well, maybe i should skip too much of the lesson already before i really being barred from exam then i have to retake the module =( *GOOD LUCK TO ME *

anyway i am really super TIRED now. i also dont know why i am so tired! lesson start at 9am then i almost fall sleep in the lecture. then during the 2hr break, i went to library to sleep!! after that was database and i didnt understand what is the teacher teaching, but that 2 hr passed quite fast. ^ ^ so here come my 2 more hr break, watching step up!! enjoying the aircon room in the library and drinking my fav sparkling juice~~~ so shook! Same as usual, we are late for DMD and we are alway there to use msn. =P

tml is also going to be a long day, also ending at 6. =(
SAYONARA!

2007-05-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

OMG! i forget to blog yesterday as i went home late. * bu hao yi si * then i got a reminder from jared and wai kiang, i guess they accidently browse while surfing the net in school. then they saw my last post that i blogged, about im coming back blogging and will try to update everyday!
anyway i guess this two days are my unlucky day!!

22 may 2007 * Yesterday *
i saw the molester again! * scare scare* this is the third time i saw he but dont ever say i have fate with he! i really hate to see he! he is sOoooooooo scary! this time he went to sit in front of every girl in the bus, then he keep staring. HE REALLY KEEP STARING NON-STOP LIKE A PERVERT!! i really feel like giving he a slap when he keep staring at me. after staring for awhile, i couldnt take it so i stared backat he and ask he "what". then he ask me if can be friend and if i got boyfriend etc. i quickly say cannot and act as if he is not there, keep on doing my stuff. luckily he went away after a few minutes, my heart was really pumping super fast. * HOPE I WILL NV SEE HE AGAIN *
meet maurice at the library for the CS project, there is nothing much to discuss as we have already did most of the stuff last week. so we ended chatting about our secondary school life. *( i really miss the food in the canteen at secondary school!)
so school life continue, lecture n class!!! then our whole class managed NOT to be late for the COS lesson. * clap clap * as we never fail to be late for her lesson! hehex! so she decided to let us go early!! 2hr lesson become 30min , she want us to complete a simple worksheet then we can go.
then be a good girl, staying back at the library to study until 7++ then went to bishan to have dinner.

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23 May 2007
TODAY!!! i only went school for a few hour lesson!
- 1hr of lecture of the PMS lecturer!!
- then 1 hr break with scary stuff happened!!
- 2hr lesson with the crazy teacher!

i think the lecturer really PMS! he keep shouting at the mike, then the echo really make people headache!!!! dont know what went wrong in his mind, he is in such a bad mood and he almost chased someone out of the lecturer room. so nobody dare to make a single sound during that 1 hr. * 1hr of slient * =X

we have 1 hr break before the next lesson start. but we dont feel like eating so we search for a empty classroom so we could slack inside. we were talking n listening to song BUT something happen! one of my friend actually wanted to turn back and talk to us, but she suddenly turn to the front again. i knew something is wrong when i saw her face. so we suggested to go toliet and then she told us what she saw in the room. she said she saw a guy sitting at the other side of the concer in the classroom! scary right??? * i scare scare * but anyway if anyone know any ghost story in nyp, REMEMBER TO TELL ME!

we learn Interpersonal Communication during the CS by the stupid teacher. she really is mad. i think nobody like her, her class is worst than lesson during secondary school.but i think most of us enjoy her lesson today, "quite alot of crap n lame stuff" that make us laugh like hell. for example, the role play of kenneth,the japanese friend who onli know how to say mushh mushh, going to pegan's house and alex with his wife luntat being dad n mum of pegan.

went amk hub for a walk after school, it is really very big with lots of shopsSssSs. i will want to go there again! ending here! blogged such a long entry today! sayonara!!

2007-05-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!
it have been a few months since i last blog. * I am just too lazy *
Anyway alot of thing happened in this few month.
I will start to update and blog from today onward!! =P

2007-02-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

RESULT!!
disaster!! i did quite badly for my 'o' level. at least much better than i expected?? anyway i failed my english and science, D7!!!! but still can apply for poly. i have already decided what course to go le. 12 choices!!! anyhow pick de.
hoping that i can get into the courses i wanna. maybe also will try to appeal when the result of entering which poly n course come out.
i also thinking of retaking if i cant enter the course i wan, i wan to know more about the private school first. so one of these days, i will go there see see. muhahahax!!

anyway today is valentine!!!! muhahahax.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!

2007-02-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

9 FEB 2007!!!
today is a big big day for all the 'o' level student!! we are getting back our result today!! hahax. i slept super well last night! i am still thinking what to wear later. so sian lor!! omg.. dont wanna wear till too nice or shui bian. because if wear until very nice, the result turn out to be bad. got alittle...........
anyway all the best for those getting 'o' level result de people. GOOD LUCK!!! we will be getting our result in less than 5 hours time!!!

2007-02-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

BORED!!!
i am rotting at home. too tired to go out. maybe also due to the hot weather!! that also lead to my bad headache! so sian!! i havent shop much for new clothes!! i wanna go shopping!!! n go watch movie!!! i wanna GO OUT ENJOY!!
i am damn hungry now. nothing to eat at home but lazy to go mart buy! hope that will rain!! hehex.. i love to go out on raining day although it is veri ma fan. but at least better than the hot sunny sun there. i wan shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!
but just changed my blogskins. this one will be the temp one. will change again when i am free, maybe after new year??
anyway my fren remind me about valentine day also coming! hehex. i alomost forget if no one remind me. anyway this day make no difference for me. i am just a single little girl who got to work on that day. so i got to spend my day with my lovely hampers and friend who is also working. but i decided to get myself something on this day as a gift to myself. hehex.!! * a reason to buy myself something *

2007-02-07T12:46:00.000+08:00

ROTTEN BLOG!
omg. didnt update for a long time!! i was quite busy for the past few week. nowaday busy working and watch video! haha. lot of thins happen in the past week. like class chalet then i tio food poisoning, continue by falling sick. but yet still have to work work !! finally have my off day!! i have been working for the past week!! everyday!!!! i am so tired!! dont even feel like goin gout to shop!!
anyway i cant wait for 15 feb to come. it is my last day at the department there. wu la la. now thinking if i wanna extent anot. because i quite tired of working but if dont work. life will be very sian!! i also dont know la. BUT i wanna enjoy my life!!!!!!
btw alot of new comer came last week. i think got about 6 or 7 people. omg!!!! good for me. because i dont need to work so hard, just let them do!!Oppx!! i am bad enough. starting to slack there! hehex. life is bored there!!!!! but i enjoy my day chatting with the people there.
soemore result coming out soon. the date is also comfirm!! this coming friday!!! left only 2 more days!! die le die le. dont know how will my result be!! i really dont feel like opening it. anyway i still not sure if we still have to go back work on that day. if didnt score well then comfirm no mood to work.

* countdown : 2 days to take 'o' level result *

2007-01-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

YEAH! the movie i waited for so long finally coming out le. i am already trying to find people to watch that movie with me le. i think next thur will be the first day of the movie. who wanna watch with me?? ^ ^
i was attracted to the movie " happy birthday ", because....... * sercet *. anyway i am really looking forward to watch that movie.

i wasnt in the mood to blog for the past few days. * quite emo * due to something. i am still wondering if i am ready to start a new relationship seriously. i am still afraid the same problem will happen again. can he really change my thinking? i kept encouraging my fren to biao bai to the guy she like before the fair end. in the last fair we alway di siao both of them. anyway hope something good will happen to them before this fair end ba. anyway i also dont know what he is thinking. so *step by step *!!

i was thinking of quiting. because i really hab nth to do there!! * hump * so bored!! bored to death!! then secondly, because of some personal reason ba.

today was my unluckily day! i am damn angry!! that stupid 2 ah beng!! !#%$^%@$@$!$%^ both of them so BHB!!! * thick skin!!! * dont wan face lor!! this 2 stupid ah beng go tell my fren that i wanna know them. then he told them that i alway chat on phone with them. etc.. BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE HELL IS THEM! wtf.. -_-" when my fren told me about this, i ask them to help me pass a message to them. tell them to go home look into the mirror then talk about all this rubbish. really super fuck up lor. go tell them such lies. then i told my fren that they better dont appear in front of me. ar bo.. mahahahax!! i think i will gib them a tight slap on their face. =X

2007-01-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

so long didnt update le! hehex.. this few day busy workin, when i reach home already half dead le. * heng * today off! * happi * i am still planning where and what to do later. i am so tired but i feel like going out to shop. so long didnt shop le. i wanna buy myself some new clothes lei! ke lian de wo~~
the event of the new department is ending this week. i dont know if i wanna continue extent. tml maybe going up to hr to see how they say lor. anyway i feel like looking for other job. maybe also because of something happen there. anyway i also dont know what to say about it. but nth serious la.
btw i just hab a hair cut.. not much different.then got alittle curl le. hehex.. so i am thinking of either reborning or perm soon. i think i will choose to perm my hair. coz quite tired of stright hair la. hehex. hope i wont look too mature ba. =P
just changed my song to elva new song - bu yuan. hahax.

2007-01-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

PARTY TIME!!!!
yesterday was the last day of 2006! i was working morning shift! something bad happen. that stupid senior staff bully people lor. * kidding * hmm. coz the break time for afternnon shift people is usually start at 430. then about 2-3 people at one time. so when it is about 4.30, i ask her if we can do over/short as there were no customer paying already. i just respect her as a senior staff lor. if not i also wont ask her. she told me cannot then say alot of thing. so nvm

when she finish her thing. she suddenly come beside me and keep nagging non-stop! that time we were busy doing cashier then got alot of customer queeing to pay for their item. somemore we also didnt do over/short lor. so i suddenly talk back at her, telling her that cant she see that we are still doing cashier, we didnt even do over/short lor. then the rest of the staff was looking at me with the shock face, almost all of them dont like that senior staff. so when the time is about to 5, one of staff ask me y i still havent take over the afternoon shift people. so i say loudly that we havent do over/short. then i say nvm la. let her continue delay they break time, the later she release them. the later they will come back. so by the time of 630 we can just leave her there no matter the afternoon people have or have not come back. just left there with no cashier around, see what she can do with it. when i just finish this sentence she faster ask all the afternoon people to go for break, then ask me faster do over/short. this type of senior staff also got. * clap clap *

anyway i wont get affected by such people. hehex. i still be continuing celebrating my new year eve. met boon lai, yi xiang and yushan to go walk walk first. actuaaly we wanna to watch a movie but the seat only left with the first row. so we went to play pool, that boon lai was a expert of playing pool.!! so i become his student. hahax. yi xiang and yu shan didnt know how to play pool so both of them went to lan shop to play MAPLE! -_-"""

all of us went back to taka to escort, doris they all. boon lai say scare they all will run away. there were total of 15 people, *me, yu shan, boon lai. zhi hao, gui yao, jun jie, yong he, mike, doris, peggy, jenny, lin, karl, zhen xiu?? * we were to party world, singing!!! OMG! soar throat la.! anyway they were so lame lor.

at about 3am+, we went to newton cirus there eat supper. actually i am also quit hungry. hehex, then went back at about 4am+. i was damn tired worx. then overslept, didnt go for work. hahax, i am a good girl okay!
anyway i enjoy being with them, yesterday was the last day for all the part timer expect me, mike and yi xiang. so sad lor.!! i will miss them de.

the sence in the room. hahax.

zhi hao +me

me + jun jie

me + yong he

gui yao +me

karl + me

me + xiu zhen

boon lai + me

yu shan + me

yi xiang + me

2006 food depratment RULE! hehex... sayonara!

anyway today is the first day of this year. from today onward we have to change the year from 2006 to 2007 !i am hoping that everything will be alright in this new year! i will be changing my blogskin soon. * when i am free. * anyway all the very best to everyone.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2007-01-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

MY LAST DAY AT FOOD DEPARTMENT!

with gui yao, yong he and yi xiang!!

2007-01-01T16:29:00.002+08:00

MY SECOND LAST DAY IN FOOD DEPARTMENT!!
taken with boon lai, yu shan, qian hui, doris, jenny AND HARRODS BEARS!!! !

2007-01-01T16:29:00.001+08:00

LAST DAY of wei leong, atikah n shirley.
chirstmas day 25. 12. 2006
so all the best to them. hope they can study hard for their o level and get into the school they wanna. gambatte!!

2007-01-01T15:35:00.001+08:00

UPDATING PHOTO...............

Photo taken during Christmas Eve~~~ 24.12.2006
the christmas celebration!!! watching mid night movie at tm. we were slacking at ezone while waiting for the movie to start.

with beth, wei kang, boon, wai kiang, jared, swee...............................................

2006-12-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

an-nyeong-ha-sa-yo!!
my forth day being cashier was so unluckily. just start working not long then tio sale return le! omg. can say is my fault but also not really hor. because of those promoter lor. the item already got price tag still give customer sale slip! then this morning was damn busy, i didnt have much time to check. so i key both price tag plus the sale slip, which mean i overcharge customer. the customer also didnt tell me anything until they made all the payment. so i have to do credit reuturn which mean credit card refund. but the machine spoil at this time. -_-"
after that the next customer come. i didnt notice that the key was under return, then i key the item le. so u know what that mean?? it mean that they customer actually wanna pay for the item but i gib her a refund. which means that i have to double charge her again. my machine was still spoil then i also cannot do anything. have to ask the customer wait first until the person to repair. so i totel do 3 sale retrn! so sad de lor. so ma fan. because muz gib manager sign the sale return paper.
the promoter there super werid lor. some item dont have price tag then we have to run all the way to them to check the price. then some item already have the price tag but yet still gib sale slip.
still got 3 more days to tahan before my next off day! omg. i am so tired lor. every morning i wake up also got the feeling of dont wanna go work. really super tired lor.!! anyway i think i am also gonna fall sick too. this few day got a little sick sick like that.

lin jun jie latest mtv. hehex..

buaix~

2006-12-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

OMG! i am so tired!!! i still got to work another 4 more days to my next break. i will be working morning shift for this few day until my off day. this morning i have the feel that i dont feel like waking up! i really tired until i cant open my eye. i wanna sleep!!!!!! i think i have to buy eye drop soon. my eye felt so pain for the whole day!!

so today is my third day being cashier! so far...... still okay..... hahax. yesterday short of money, but i think the senior staff didnt count correctly. then today my money was okay hor!! no gain no short! just nice!! * expect for a customer who left without taking her change * in my new department eveything was just fine.

so sad!! got to work during new year and new year eve!! BORED! but yet still have to work. i also cannot change off day, because all of us have to work on that few days! got to sleep soon. so tired!! tml i must reach there by 930am, wanna learn to take float and etc.

just visited gv webbie then i saw the detail about death note marathon. OMG! tao yan lor. wait until i watch le then got marathon. i never watch before marathon movie!! i wanna try! if i not wrong harry potter is also coming out soon?? * next year??? * hope got marathon!!! shook lei! can watch all the different story at one time! hahax!

so buaix~ =P

2006-12-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

am i that unreasonable?? hahax. i also not too sure. y everything people will say i angry de? actually i also not that bo liao. u think will angry because of this type of matter?? -_-" i also didnt say i blame u for what you doing. it is just that unexpected to me?

today i am going to teach u all 2 words! the first word is " angry", you are angry when you are filled with anger, a strong emotion that may make you want to quarrel or fight. the second word is "disappoint", which mean to bring or cause disappointment

so are you clear now?? i really DID NOT ANGRY! just being a little disappoint of what type of person. maybe a little confuse?? so what is the use for being angry over what you have done. what is the use of clarify after i already say i dont mind. what you say is fact, just that i unexpected that you will....... you are making me think that u are not a simple girl that i know. got alittle motive behind what you doing?? it is not only in the matter but everything you do. i not too sure of what u all are doing and i also think there isnt a need to bother.

anyway today is the last day of work in food department! so i was the cashier for the day! hehex. didnt short much money! * heng * tml working morning shift * reporting at hr at 9++. * then going to my new deparment! * heehex * hope there people there still okay. so food department left with 5 part-timer, * zi hao, boon lai, you he, yi xiang, yushan * but all leaving on 31 decemeber. then yi xiang also transfering to another department on that day. hahax. so there left only the senior staff.

then just now actually wanna buy the mikoko monkey. coz i saw qing en buy!! but when i went up, already no more le. bluff me lor. so sad. nvm! i think i know where got sell. tml got to buy more royce chocolate?? my whole family is chocolate freak including me!! hehex. chocolate~~~~ btw!! i just went to royce de webbie! Oh my holy shit!! so many different type of chocolate selling in japen. dont know if the stock will be coming to singapore anot. hope so!!! there is one that look like chocolate cake? i think it is selling only at coming jan!! omg!! there is still ice cream and caramel flavour de!! there is so many different type of chocolate in japan lor. i also wanna go there!!!

so all the best for me tml ba. hope i wont short of money!! * all the best *

2006-12-27T09:09:00.002+08:00

my computer hao le!! my brother say is power supply spoil. hahax. so i can blog again!! gong xi gong xi. later working afternoon shift. today will be my last day at this stupid department. i dont believe that there is another department worst than this. nowaday really nothing to do. you just have to zuo bo there. hahax.

so tml will be my first day at new department!! so happy.. later going to learn more to be a cashier. i yesterday already learn some le!! it is damn fun lor.. but boon lai they say wait until i lost money then i will know it is not fun. afterall i am still a chocolate freak! hahax. yesterday i bought lots of chocolatesSsss!!! is nice de lor!! i bought 3 flavour de chocolate at one time. hehex. can eat till i siao le. so far i think the normal milk chocolate i still the best. but i havent try the bitter one.

i really cant sleep well yesterday, i kept thinking about something. i didnt expect her to be so busybody and big mounth after what i told her. so i have no choice too, but to................. so what i said was really rubbish ba.. or maybe she dont understand english or chinese????

anyway i will update the photo soon....... * slowly wait * got to get ready soon. later still have to have a hair cut and pick some present for my friend. hehex. buaix!

2006-12-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

BAD NEWS!!
my computer is spoil!! now at my friend house using computer. wont be updating soon. hehex. will update again when my com hao le! hehex.

tml is CHRISTMAS!! merry christmas!!! hope everyone's dream come true!!

later i will be watching mid night moive with my friends. we are going to watch the curse of the golden flower, the new movie of jay zhou. it look nice worx. i hope that it wont be a boring movie if not it will be my second time sleeping in the cinema during mid night movie during christmas. hahax.

hmm. tml is the last day of many part-timer!! so sad. i will gonna miss them!! i am thinking of buying them some present before they go. even though i was there for less than a month. but all of them are damn nice worx ( expect for some... ). ending here le.. buaix...!!! going out for the moive soon le..

2006-12-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, HR call my phone. i was still sleeping lor!! they ask me if i will continue work after christmas. so i tell them i dont mind staying if they allow me to change department. so they told me to report to hr at next tue, so they can bring me to the new department. i also dont know what is the department. i only know i very happy, then forget about everything. hahax. anyway i just have to wait for that day... ^ ^ AND tml will be my last day at food department!! * gong xi * but i guess i will be missing shirley, atikah and wei leong! they are leaving very soon as school reopening soon!! hope to see them soon!

just now went to orchard to shop for christmas present for my friend!! hahax. then shun bian also bought some chocolate for myself. i really love that chocolate!! super nice. i finally understand y so many people queue up to buy royce chocolate. it is damn nice!! comfirm will get addicted to it de!! i will get fatter if i continue eat more of those chocolate. i think tml i buying dark chocolate or other to try try. i love both dark and milk chocolate! nono.. is i love all the chocolate!!!

watched death note 2!!2h++ lor, i didnt expect it to be s long. anyway nice nice. but i perfer death note 1, because i dont like the ending!! so many people die!! very sad de!! in the end, both light and L die! then light become alittle siao siao like that. L also manage to caught light as Kira. light thought everything happened as he guess but......... L is clever. hahax. wanna know more about it?? go watch urself!

got to sleep le. i am working morning shift tml. almost done with all the present that i should buy le. I ALSO GET my first pay le. but i dont think i am going to use it. unless.......... i see something i really like. hehex. so anyway got to end here!!! buaix!! night!!

* c0untd0wn * : 1 more day to christmas eve!!
* c0untd0wn * : 2 more days to christmas!!

2006-12-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

christmas coming!!

this few days we were busy like hell. no time to slack until today!! yesterday work till 1130 due to too much hamper. by the time we change finished, there is no more last train! so three of us have to take cab home.

this morning is much more worst. there is 5 hamper that surpose to send out today! then there is alot more of hamper to be collect today! this morning is really a disater!! actually the customer say he is coming back at 3pm. so i didnt wrap his hamper first. but how i know doris go tell the customer that the hamper is ready. then the customer really came down early to take it. -_-" i have to wrap it in front of the customer as fast as i could! somemore not basket, is chest hor! stupid lor. then the customer tell me to anyhow wrap also can. cause he is in the hurry, so really got alittle anyhow wrap de!

christmas coming le! how should i celebrate?? both me and beth was thinking of watching jay zhou new movie, the curse of the golden flower. so if possible we will be watching mid night show. asking aroung boony they all see if they all wanna go anot. hehex.

suddenly feel like going to a place. i feel like going to changi village there de beach! hmm. anyway is feel like going to the beach to sit sit. hehex. WHO WANNA GO?? or anyone will ton at chirstmas eve?? remember ask me go!!

2006-12-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

havent not rest for about a week time!! my last off day is last monday. i am so TIRED!! this few day i was busy packing hamper everyday!!! s0 ke lian!! just finish 30 obayashi hamper then come 19 fauchon hamper. * heng * we manage to finish all in time. not like harrod. i think they working till late night again ba. god bless them.
on the way home, i meet beth at inter. both of us take the same bus back, we was talking about how our day non stop till we reach mart. hahax.. so long nv see her le. about a week??? oppx.. =X so we are plannig to go out on christmas eve. hehex!! where should we go?? go have something nice first then watch a movie?? muz relax ourself more. we start to work since our o level end not long. HAVENT HAVE ENOUGH FUN!! hehex.. =X
so christmas is coming!!! where is my present?? hehex!! u guys cant run away from it. so better get ready for my present! =P

2006-12-18T09:43:00.000+08:00

wu la la~~

today those 'n' level student are going to get back their result! so all the best to them! MUHAHAHAx! that time i help those 'n' lvel people lie to my manager! i told my manager take result need alot of time. then comfirm cannot come back work and etc! so she gib all 'n' level people off!! so those manger have to help to do delievery!! god bless them!!

today only left me and atikah working at my side. anyway i am a evil girl! actually doris ask both of us to work full shift to help harrod side because they still got 100+ hamper left. but i told her, if want me overtime to help harrod. "NO WAY!". i told her if ask me help harrod then i dont wanna come. atikah also say she dont wanna help harrod listening to my story. so both of us each work one shift. even we have nothing to do, i also wont be helping them. so atikah working morning shift, then i work afternoon shift! =)

yesterday i went up 10th floor with zihao to find some hamper! i saw that huge cute harrod bear there. OMG!! that is so cute!!! then very big. it is almost my height lor!!!!!! i all the way hug that bear. they say that bear cost 6 thousand++!! when was waiting for lift to go down. that stupid guy scare me!!! he ask me if i got see a white figure pass by beside me anot! i was shocked because i thought he really see something ma. then he see that i look so scare, he keep laughing then i know he is bluffing me! this guy alway like to di siao and bluff me de. that time i ask he for store room key, he show me this house key. then when i lost my voice he keep copy how i talk. SOMEMORE HE BUY THE PHONE I WAN!! slap he ar!!

yesterday when i taking from tanker. i injure myself again!!! i accidently kana the tanker thing. then got bloodclot! what is bloodclot? hmm. u will suddenly see alot of blood going to float out. but didnt. it stay under ur skin there. then atikah, the future nurse, ask me to use a clean needle to poke it. to let the blood come out.!! -_-" can someone just kill me.

wu la la~ anyway wanna go watch tv le. later muz report work earlier! because 2 hamper missing again. muz go back help them find. yesterday night keep calling me, asking me about that 2 hamper. i also not there, how would i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY VOICE~~~~~~~~~
oh my holy shit!! i really lost my voice!! today they keep di siao siao me about my voice. they say my voice very MAN! then keep copy how i talk!! but i got one senior staff, she bring *ai xin de liang cha * for me! she say maybe i didnt drink enough water. then one of the customer still say my vocie very sexy! -_-"
even though i lost my voice, i still will scold people de! that stupid harrord side! BASTARD SIA! those part-timer really learn alot from that irene!! irene is a senior staff who loves to scold people, one day didnt scold will die. last year got alot of new comer quit because of her! if i got voice i comfirm will keep scold that will led to WAR between both side!
so what really happen?? firstly yesterday there is a customer who order both side of hamper to the same address, so we wrote all in the same d/o. then suddenly a stupid, brainless girl from harrod take 2 hamper to our counter. how brainless can a person be?? one of the hamper she gave me have to be send our by that day! somemore the time is already 2pm+ which is a little late to send to loading bay. when i told her, she was like hack care!! like push all the blame to us! so later my manager know about it, she ask me to pass all that side hamper that customer order to them. i even help them photocopy the d/o to prevent trouble! YOU KNOW WHAT! THEY PUSH BACK ALL THE HAMPER TO US! SOMEMORE almost lost one of our hamper! it is their hamper lor. they should do it themself!
so nvm! i bear with it then ask that girl to gib me all the photocopied d/o and ask them to find that hamper back. she say she nv take, all this rubbish! i already very dulan le but i didnt say anything. later when i went away to do something. she go take my d/o to photocopy again then lost the whole deck of d/o! she keep saying she only take one of it and didnt touch what left behind! f*** her lor. i cant find everywhere! if we lost D/o it is a super serious matter. so she continue give me that hack care attutiue! until we found those d/o at the photocopy area there. so WHO FAULT IS THAT! feel like slapping her!
after yesterday i was already super dulan about them le! but what is worst is today. one of them from that side suddenly tell us to do a giftbox. if they tell me all of them is very busy, i will comfirm help them do, BUT you will nv guess what they say, he say that the giftbox contian more of our item than theirs so we must wrap! i told he that all of us is very busy, then ask he to help us to wrap. he say okay and took it back. within one minute, he came back to us with that giftbox. he left it at one side of the table without telling us! what if we didnt see it? later we kana customer scolding??
so i went back to he and told he that if he wanna be like this, i will follow them. yesterday i work until 2AM to wrap all those 9 hamper of their side which contian only thier item!. i didnt even say anything, i only ask he to help us do a giftbox, yet he be so irresponisble! so what is the use of helping me after i scold them. i already lost my voice yet they wan me to scold them!
the whole day i show that guy a super black face. since they wanna be like this, then let it be ba.

MUHAHAHAX! good news!! tml me and atikah working the same shift. can go work and home together!~!~ gong xi wo!!

2006-12-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JARED!!!!
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you!!!!!

helped jared to celebrate his birthday yesterday. we went marine south eat!! wu la la~ they waited for me at marine bay mrt station because i went there after my work! * so heng * actually got 4 hamper missing!! TOGETHER WORTH $1200!! we spend almost the whole afternoon looking for these 4 hamper. we went up to 10th floor, B1 then back to B2!!
how can we celebrate his birthday without a cake??? so i bought a cake from my workplace there. then i bluff jared that it is apple pie, so fake de lor. but he still believe me!! afterall he is still a good doggy!!
we ask jared to go take food all this. then i faster light the candle. my action super fast sia. i already put nicely the candle when i am on train. then i * borrow * a lighter from my workplace. actually also not * borrow * BECAUSE i am the one who bought the lighter!!
after eating, we went to play arcade! i think i didnt go arcade for a long time. suddenly go inside, feel headache!! then later me and beth saw boon and jared play * house of death *, you have to kill those death people then save the human. i manage to win jared for the first round!! =)
went back at about 12++..... and say happy birthday to he on the train back!

JARED BIRTHDAY CAKE!!

hahax. i am getting more new cut everyday! now it is not only on hand and also leg! so pain lor.!! yesterday kana cut on my leg, today also! everyone 1 cut!!! -_-""
today is really a busy day!! i start working at 0930am then end at 0145am! i didnt type the time wrong. i work until about 2am then went home. they really sot sot de. because only me and the other guy live in east area ma. then they keep di siao siao! so lame!!
even i am having off. but i still hab to go back work. too much hamper to wrap le. suddenly so many order at one time, somemore is on the same date!! . feel like slapping them.
i got to sleep soon! tml still hab to wake up at 0700am!! it is becoming my daily routine! wake up at 7, spend about 1 hour to bath and get ready. then leave my house at 0800am, i will reach there at about 0910. so i can spend my time to change slowly!

between there is 1 bad news and 1 good news!! bad news is ur mannager is leaving us!! today is his last day of work, he is going to taiwan soon. somemore one of the worker, benny is also quitting!! i am a bad girl there. i teach he how to quit, so he was the one that follow my step. so tml will be his last day.. =(
GOOD NEWS IS!!!! atikah is coming back. i miss her so much. did not see her for such a long time.!!

ending here le. buaix.. sleep soon~~

2006-12-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

i forget to mention yesterday that i saw zeo tay!!! they came here to order hamper!! muhahax!~!~!~! but she look quite old already and is about to become a aunties!! anyway fann wong also got buy taka hamper but we did not manage to see her. so sad!!

my fren was so careless today. she keep dropping glass item. luckily it did not break la. BUT 15 min before closing, she go touch the light blub. then the light blub break then everyone was looking at us lor.!!! so scary. anyway thank god that she did not hurt herself.

today was the first day that taka extent closing hours is till 10pm. with me aound everyone comfirm can go home very early de. as there was no more stock in the store room, so we dont hab to put back stock. so at about 1015pm our senior say we can go le. when i reach the locker room, i forget that we hab to photocopy our punch card. so i have to wear my slipper with uniform back to photocopy. it is SO WERID!! everyone is looking at me that y i was wearing slipper!!!!

I AM HAVING OFF!! GONG XI WO!! damn tired now!! feel like sleeping!! finally can relax alittle this week. cause only have to work 2 day of full shift. next next week then jialet!! the whole shift for that week is all full shift! that will be super tiring.

2006-12-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

wu la la~ just came back from work. shag sia. everyday get cut de!! no good no good.
I AM SO TIRED!!! hehex... but felt quite happy working there!! expect for some stupid people ba.......... -_-"

i have to work 5 days a week!! hahax. the time depend on the timetable! the good news is i dont have to work on chistmas!! which mean that i can go out celebrate!!!! * happy *. but the scary thing is i working on full shift on chirstmas eve, when i relase from work is just nice to countdown chirstmas. but the bad point is that there will be lot of people at orchard at that time. that mean i will be super dangerous!! know what i mean....... those who went to orchard to countdown during chirstmas will know....

hmm. the story i meantion at the pervious story. about one of my fren kana stuck at 10th floor, i asked one of my fren. they also dont really know what happen. they only tell me that it is a long story. then say that 10th floor no ***** but basement there hab. IT IS EQUALLY SCARY!!!!!!!!

hmm. btw this is the mv of the song in my blog.......
luo zhi ziang - hao peng you

this song is quite sad la. also very meaningful!!!

got to sleep le. if not * wo bu guai le! * hehex. somemore i am damn tired lor. so the end of my entries!! i will try to update again soon....

2006-12-07T00:26:00.001+08:00

05. 12. 2006
my first day of work. i was asked to report at HR at 9am BUT they having fire drill practice. I WAS the only person at there!! everyone else was running away for live! * kidding * then i also dunno if i need to go down or not! because there is a supid anoument keep repeating the same old sentence for about 25 min. SO IRRATING! then i decided to do something that is super lame! that is recored down the voice. MUHAHAHA!
actually i was quite worry when the lady that is in charge of staff all this told that no coloured hair on the phone when she was telling me about the reporting time the day before.. because i got dye my hair ma, but u know what!! she cant see that my hair colour is actully dye de. do my hair look like natural colur?? hahax. anyway, GOOD FOR ME!!
actually i should be working full shift, but i told karl( our manager??) that my leg pain. so he let me go off at morning shift time and ask me go inside to take off my shoes!. So good!
the temp staff there are all waiting for "n" level result which mean that they are one year younger than me! i am so old there!!
then the senior staff all bully me! my welcome gift is make the chest hamper which i hate to make! bully newbie!

06. 12. 2006
*choy choy* touchwood! OMG! today we go act smart talk about those * haunted story in taka *! see i was not the only person who say about it. there is still other who talk about it lor. not only at the 10th floor but also basement there. *BOO! * muhahahax!
then something werid happen at night. 2 of the guys went up to 10th floor de store room ( i also dunno why they went up at that time. coz it was already near to cloising time which mean that they are actually not suppose to go up. ) 1 of them was locked by the glass room at 4th floor but the other was locked at 10th floor. what really happen in between i not too sure. somemore they didnt even call us when they are being locked there, until my friend call them to ask where they are. you know what is the weirdest thing? i also dunno how they seperated and etc, but they lost contact with the guy at 10th floor. he was stated as MIA -->> missing in action! everyone was so worry about it lor. somemore 10th floor is a SCARY PLACE! so how did he get out of there and why no one can contact he. i will update soon again. tml go ask ask first.

so what will happen tml?? wu la la~ i also dunno. i only know that i am damn tired now!! my leg are breaking! blister due to that stupid new shoes!!!! even shoes also bully me.! but i really cant stand the long hours of standing there. even there are break.
so overall everything is fine. bear with it of one more full shift, then i will get my off day on friday!! gambatte!!! jia you! =P

2006-12-05T05:23:00.000+08:00

the time now is 5.30am!!! OMG!! dont know why i wake up so early today! i woke up at 4++ but cant sleep back. so i decided to online, boony is the only person online and is chatting with me~ so sad~

2006-12-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

RED CAMP!
muhahahax!! went to ngee ann poly for the past few days for the Red Camp. it was sOoooooooooooo FUN!! omg!!!

First Day....... ( 30.11.2006 )
i reached there at about 1.30pm. hahax. our first stop is to visit school of life science. we learn about the liquid nitrogen and more about nursing stuff. after that we went back to the convention centre to know more about the CCA stff! too bad!! it started raining and the floor WAS FLOODED!! OMG!! even though my leg was already wet yet i am enjoy playing in the water. =P our dinner for that day is buffet but we didnt eat. we stayed inside the hall wanting to wait for the performent at 7 pm. BUT........ no performent, they only teach them about the dance step. so we went back early.

Second Day...... ( 01.12.2006 )
we hab to group us self in group of 5. so we manage to know more new friends! hehex. good hor? hmmm... the first place we went for the day was lt26?? if i didnt remember wrong. it was about ICT?? then went around the info teachnology stuff. those student leader was so kind!!! helped us alot by giving us answer!! hehex.
after eating our lunch, we went to school of engineering, alpha centre. that was BORED as i wasnt interested with that course. we sit there and play games to wait for the time to pass. at about 5pm we went back to convention centre for the quiz. there was a np quiz! hahax. so cute lor. it was like the other version of "who wants to be a million". we also get to know that there is more course coming soon, although it is not yet approve. but they say these courses have high chances of being approve by MOE! YEAH!!!
i only remember some of the coures.
(1) psychology and community services
(2) environment and water techology??
(3) * forget *
(4) * forgot *
(5) * forgotten *

after dinner is PARTY TIME!!!! but.... i dont like the songs! so went back quite early. =))

Third Day...... ( 02.12.2006 ) TODAY!
went to school of media and humanities. MUHAHAHAX. at the media school, we learn about what they do in filming programme, flim editing, recording sound and etc. nana was forced to go into the room to sing a very cute song. * you are my sun shine. my only sunshine...... * hahax.
school of humanities only have 2 courses, early childhood and chinese studies. chinese studies is like an other verison of mass com but more on chinese stuff. actually chinese studies is not a bad course, get to learn more about more media stuff too. BUT THE CUT OFF POINT IS 12!!!!!!

SAD TIME!!
after lunch we hab a small little party at one of the room. they showed us the photo they taken for the past few days. I HAVENT ENJOY ENOUGH! =( saddist!!!!!!!!!!

some photo taken........
* edited by nana *

with the students leader.....

me + jon

me + jin hui

me + *SORRY!!* i forgotten his name. =X

me + shawn

the end of today entries!! RED CAMP IS SUPER FUN! i will be missing them~~ =P

2006-11-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FEET!!!!
so nice sia!!! * ke ai * hehex. a little dancing penguin which is born who cannot sing. but ended up saved the other penguin~
meet wai kiang at about 5pm at the bus stop then go mall buy ticket first. went down to visit xiang xiang who is working. same as i expected, they continue to di siao siao. yesterday said me and boon, then today say me and wai kiang. SO LAME! hahax. they invent dunno what " cai " which mean girl. so "ur cai" mean ur girl. -_-" not funny!!

lots of movie coming out in december!!!!! MUHAHAX! suddenly feel like watching horror movie!!! hmm. quite alot of horror movie coming out worx!! there is a horror movie " 9.56 ", a korean movie, super scary!!!! dont watch if u hab heart attack. hahax. there is also another one, if i didnt remember wrong the title is "cinderella" (showing on 7 decemeber) . just now when i saw the preview. SUPER!!!!......... about plastic surgeon de horror movie.

WATCH IF U DARE!! MUHAHAHAX!!!

ending here le. conintue watching my jin ma jiang!!! buaix~~

2006-11-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first day of work. BUT I DECIDED TO QUIT LE. muhahahax!!! i bad bad. later calling back to tell them. that job really super......... working hours is from 1050 to 2130 ( the time will delay!! ) about 11 hours working without a break lor!! if u wanna eat ur dinner or lunch, u have to buy back to the shop and eat there. they dont even gib a break for eating! if customer suddenly walk in u have to serve them lor.
somemore this shop is the type that i hate to walk in. when people trying clothes, keep talking non stop!! then keep taking more clothes to let them try. feel like slapping them lor.
i am a bad girl. =p but i now looking for other job le. waiting for my manager to comfirm with me on monday. then my cousin say she help me ask about admin de job. wu la la~ i can relax for this 2 day le.!!

2006-11-20T11:11:00.001+08:00

I AM FREE FROM THAT SECONDARY SCHOOL!! YEAH!! I AM SO HAPPY!!

today is my last paper!! * happy * this school is so LAME! why?? is like chasing us out off the school. even they put red carpet ask me to go back. i also dont wanna go back. =X

liang jing ru new album.....

Liang Jing Ru - Qin Qin

Liang Jing Ru - Ruan Ruan

* this two song is so cute. hehex..!!! *

Liang Jing Ru - Shi yi

LYRIC........... =))
书桌上的香水
你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点
还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋
我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点
我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦
我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他
始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜
约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远
我在等你喊停
感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友
这是借口还是尽头

i wanna go out celebrate le!! buaix~~~

2006-11-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

so many thing happened this few day. i have been looking for job for the past few days. tried interview at heng ten (head quarter), job agent.... then today i went back taka with atikah they all. went to HR first. the waiting list is super LONG! i think about 40+ people waiting for the job there. somemore john and zac not there le. went down to my department and saw doris. she told us to write our name down and said she will help us tell HR. then comfirm with us again. i also not sure if i wanna go back taka anot.

went to see doctor a few days ago, doctor say i gastic flu AGAIN! before visiting the doctor, i already told my mummy that is glastic flu BUT she dont believe me. so bad!!take the mecidine but didnt eat much till today. it was sOooooo* xin gu *. =((

even though i have been looking for job for the past few day. but i have watched 2 movie for this 2 days. somemore both of it are horror movie. i am quite scare sia. yesterday watch "colic" THEN START TO HAVE NIGHTMARE! then just now when i watching "final call" i dont dare to look at those scary part. both movie so * er xin *. fen fen scare scare!!

in the morning when i meet atikah she was late for about 30 min. but at least she told me that she will be late. then in the afternoon, went down mart to slack with kyong they all. he was the one who say meet at 4 but ended up reaching there at 5+. * hao li hai worx*

SERIOUSLY! i really dont like to wait for people. this whole day i have been WAITING FOR PEOPLE! WHAT WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWSDAY???? FUCK UP LOR! dont you all have a watch or what?? EVEN u dont have a watch, DONT TELL ME U DONT HAVE A HANDPHONE TO SEE THE TIME! I HATE TO MEET THOSE PEOPLE WHO IS ALWAYS LATE. if u are late for about 15 mins, it is still acceptable(but not always late hor). BUT why is there people that can be * SO STRONG * that can late until 1 hour+++???

if you think that u cant meet the person on time, THEN DONT MEET IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE LATE FOR MORE THAN 30 MINS! (unless u tell me there is an imortant reason! ). really very FUCK UP DE! dont understand what are these people thinking!! i think those who are alway late should do some reflection. wake up la. u think who can always stand people who are ALWAYS LATE??

i wasnt in very good mood. firstly, my gastic pain! secondly, latecomer!! dont blame me for writing this entries or my attutide. because i think u guys really need to do something to change.

2006-11-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

my little cute winnie the pooh that accompany me going through all the exam~ hehex. i bring it into the exam hall everytime i have exam. BUT THE CHAIN SUDDENLY BROKEN! i am so sad!! =(( but i still put it inside my pencil box hehex. i still going to keep it until next year when i am retaking the 'o' level.

i just now have a talk with my mummy. i told her that i am planning to retake my 'o' level next year( unless i can get into the course i wanna). she ask me not to think too much now, decide after i get my result. muhahahax~ but i think i 80% going to retake. so i next year can work and study at the same time. even i not going to retake my 'o' level i am also going to work first. i dont feel like studying first. sick and tired le. so i am going to waste another year~~~~

today went down study for awhile then went tampines swimming complx there eat sushi with my jie jie. hmm. my advice is DONT GO THERE EAT. the food there is................. ' ___ ' maybe is not suitable for both of us?? i also dont know. i only like the dessert i eat there. mango classic~~~ muhahahax!!!!! sweet sweet + nice nice. we also got order the lobster and other things there, not that nice. the food there got alittle not fresh de. maybe today is sunday then not fresh??? both of us was glad there we ate something first before going there eat. SO............

walk walk see see. at around tampines area! ( i feel that i should bring my sis to hougang resort check up for a few days. she was like a small kid. -_-") muhahax! both of us each bought 3 stick book. the sticker so kawaii!! then i suddenly remember i havent watch death note. i want to go watch!! i hear that the part 2 is coming soon at the end of this year. i dont wanna miss part 1. =(

i bought my make up thing which cost me so much lor. so xin tong!!! hahax. my sister was there laughing at me. all because of my harworking which lead to my dark circle. it is so ugly lor. that time i still kana suan by someone lor. say my dark circle is getting worst!! then eye bag also come out le. =( now i must at least must put some concealer to hide my dark cicrle before i go out. WHY AM I SO WHITE!!! the whiter i am! the dark circle will be more obvious!!! !@#@$@#%$@%#$&$*&%*&%^#%@$!

hmm. exams is really ending soon. everything also will be okay?? hehex. i am waiting for that day. maybe meet one of my old friend. i have not seen her for such a long time. the present that my friend asked me to pass to her is still with me. i think about 9 or 7 month le??? she is such a busy person!!!! but i know what is inside!!! i think both of our present is the same BUT i have an extra cd inside. ( * it is given by the same person. for no reason?? * ) =P

IF EXAM IS ENDING SOON! YOU KNOW WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???? this mean that CHIRSTMAS IS COMING!!!! * better get ready for my chirstmas present. if not i will give u a tight slap on ur face. =] *

LEFT WITH 3 PAPERS!! JIAYOU~~~~ bassya~~~ =]

2006-11-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

wu la la. i just came back from studying. just now went down myself to study. I AM LOVING IT!! =X hahax. i also dunno why i sometime i love studying alone in mac. MUHAHAHAX
i think i just now saw my ex classmate. but i think he cannot remember who i am. have i really change so much??? hehex.. i also dunno. so lame lor... this is the second time i saw he at mart le. maybe he came here for that stupid "LAN SHOP" because i remember he dont live around this area. but i didnt talk to he because he was with he friend. so pai sei la if i just walk toward he. later he really cant remember then i will die there. =X
i have wasted one year. so many of my friend have already go to either poly or JC. everytime i see my the other ex classmate wearing his JC uniform at tmart. i will feel so regret. saddist!~~
yesterday after the math paper 2 . watched the movie, step up, with nana and beth. very nice worx. it is about dancing~~ i love the songs~~~~ if you have those song. remember to send me~~~ !!!!!

there is a lot of movie that i want to watch. who wanna watch with me. ' ___ '

- Flushed Away ( Now Showing )
- The Grudge 2 ( Now Showing )
- Final Call ( Now Showing )
- Casino Royale (16. 11. 2006)
- Happy Feet ( 23. 11. 2006)
- A Battle of Wits (23. 11. 2006 )
- Deck the Halls ( 30. 11. 2006 )
- Open Season ( 30. 11. 2006 )

2006-11-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

对所爱人的真心表白，一次次的被一笑带过他脸上是辛酸的微笑，泪呢？一直含在眼中，不在她面前落下，却在转身之际一涌而出。多少次为她独自心伤，多少次为她默默付出，他的争取她看不到他的崩溃只有我们看得到，他只是在硬撑……

人们在自己爱的人面前本来就什么也看不见什么也听不见满脑子只有对方

相爱的人突然很不幸的被对方遗忘一直等到对方清醒过来那才叫爱情不是吗？

suddenly remember the drama " my girl ". another sad story after watching princess hours. IT IS A MUST WATCH SHOW! hehex.

everytime he will show that * ke lian * de face when he see her crying. yet he cant do anything to help her. she fall for him, another guy, who bought her saddness as there was another girl beside him. all he can do is stay beside her when she need someone. he changed because of her, from a playboy to a guy who only see her in his eye. until the end he still thought he still have a chance.... but.........

WHY IS ALL THE DRAMA ENDING LIKE THIS!!!!!!!